Lonely

Bit Babeもやっとハマり出し...

Bit Babeもやっとハマり出した。時間かかった〜笑 最近、最初の数話を見て諦めて、戻って見直す感じが多いなぁ・・・ Lonely

2025/06/28 05:43

仕事がストレスだらけ・・・ BL ...

仕事がストレスだらけ・・・ BL Officeドラマを想像しながら周りを見渡して現実に引き戻される・・・😭 Lonely

2025/06/27 03:38

『My Stubborn』を10話...

『My Stubborn』を10話まで見終わった！ メインの俳優の1人がタイプじゃなくて中々入れなかったけど、5話くらいからOat君にハマってしまいました。彼の演技好き。てか、このドラマ露出度高くない⁉️ ソフトポルノ級なんですけど・・・おじさん観ていて赤面させられたシーン続出🤭 Lonely

2025/06/25 22:58

アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBLドラマ -8-

アラフィフにもなってお恥ずかしいですが認めます。 BLドラマにハマっています。 韓国BLドラマに始まって、日本、台湾、そしてとうとうタイのBL沼にハマっています。 そんなアラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったドラマを簡単に紹介しています。 アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBLドラマ -1- アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBLドラマ -2- アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBLドラマ -3- アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBLドラマ -4- アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBLドラマ -5- アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBLドラマ -6- アラフィフおっさんゲイがハマったBL

2025/06/24 01:51

『My Stubborn』『Pit...

『My Stubborn』『Pit Babe』『The Next Prince』『Boys In Love』『Memoir of Rati』『Knock Out』『Reset』『Ballboy Tactics』これ全部を今見ているんだけど、最後の3つ以外全くハマれないの〜(泣) Lonely

2025/06/24 00:53

まだ6月だぞ。 カナダで30℃超え...

まだ6月だぞ。 カナダで30℃超えるってやっぱり地球が燃えとるしか思えんとやけど Lonely

2025/06/23 23:19

久しぶりのアルコール プロセッコは...

久しぶりのアルコール プロセッコは、やっぱり甘いッ Lonely

2025/06/23 00:59

英語で書いていたBL小説。メインキ...

英語で書いていたBL小説。メインキャラクターの両方の視点を交互に同時に書いたんだけど、注意したはずが途中で、ちょっとした状況説明不足に気がついて書き直し。 書いて時間が経っていたので初めから読み直して訂正。。。てか途中諦めた感・・・😅次回は一つ終わらせてから取り組もう😆 Lonely

2025/06/21 20:44

On Background : Final Episode

"Where We Begin” Joel woke up to warmth and quiet — not the kind that felt sterile or staged, but the kind that felt like it had weight. Larry was still there. Still in his bed. Still breathing easy beside him. And Joel didn’t panic. That, in itself, felt huge. He stayed still for a while,

2025/06/21 20:40

On Background : Episode 9

"More Than Words" Joel hadn’t planned to text him. He stared at his phone for ten minutes before typing anything. Deleted three versions before sending “You around tonight? Media debrief ran over. Might need a second pair of eyes.” Larry’s answer came quick: “Yeah, come by.” Joel grabbed two

2025/06/21 20:18

On Background : Episode 8

“Held Breath” Joel hadn’t meant to follow him. Honestly. He’d just wanted a break. A minute to breathe. They were stuck late again — a final practice run for Joel's upcoming media blitz. The building had gone quiet, the kind of hush that made things feel closer than they should. Joel sat bac

2025/06/21 04:29

On Background : Episode 7

"Loose Threads, Tight Spaces" Joel knew what danger looked like. It was a defender coming at you with too much speed and no brakes. It was a blade nicking the back of your ankle in a messy scramble. It was being caught flat-footed in front of the net with twenty thousand eyes watching. But th

2025/06/21 04:13

『Forever You』を見終わ...

『Forever You』を見終わったところ。思ったよりもハマってしまったな〜P'JoとNorthは可愛いね。スピンオフが出来るの分かる。PondってResetの人だって見始めたんだけど。ハマったw Lonely

2025/06/17 01:13

On Background : Episode 6

“Collateral Contact” Joel had survived playoff finals, torn ligaments, and once even a concussion in Helsinki that left him speaking French for three days straight. But apparently, nothing could rattle him quite like Larry Campbell’s mouth accidentally brushing against his. One second, they we

2025/06/17 01:08

On Background : Episode 5

“Between Lawyers and Ghosts” Joel didn’t go to training. Didn’t text the coach. Didn’t even lace up. He just… didn’t. Instead, he sat on the edge of his bed staring at a text from his solicitor: Reminder—court appearance Friday. Ex is seeking full property settlement. She had every right t

2025/06/17 00:45

Knock Out 観ている人いる...

Knock Out 観ている人いるかなぁ。 マジでハマっています。 Gunner とGapにハマっているって言った方が良いのかも🤣 #BL #タイBL #BLドラマ Lonely

2025/06/15 04:24

On Background : Episode 4

“Briefs and Tells” Joel didn't mean to text him. Well, he had. But he hadn’t meant to hesitate on the send button, hadn’t meant to second-guess whether Larry would read into it. It was just about a media brief. Normal. Professional. Except Joel had seen the way Larry looked at him — in the

2025/06/14 01:33

On Background : Episode 3

“Line Drills and Fault Lines” Joel hadn’t expected to notice Larry as often as he did. But somehow, Larry was always there — near the rink entrance, along the corridor, watching training with a coffee tucked against his chest like a shield. Not lingering, but present. Like the rhythm of the pla

2025/06/14 01:24

On the Ground : Episode 2

“Silences and Small Gestures” Joel didn’t mean to growl at the photographer. But in his defence, the man had asked him to “brood a little more to the left.” He’d barely slept. Woke up to a voicemail about the condo settlement dragging on and a reminder that he was due in court in three weeks

2025/06/13 04:45

On the Background : Episode 1

“The New Jersey” Joel Cross hated photo shoots. Always has. Didn’t matter if it was a glossy sports mag or the club’s annual media day ― standing still in full kit while someone tried to get him to “look intense but approachable” was his own private purgatory. And today, of all days, was not

2025/06/13 04:37

Off the Record書きな...

Off the Record書きながら、Joelのキャラクターに自分でハマって、彼の視点から同じストーリーを書いています。 それも明日からアップロードします。 日本語で書くの難しくて英語で書いています。 Lonely

2025/06/11 23:15

Off the Record : Final Episode

"The Morning After” The first thing Larry noticed was the quiet. Not the clinical silence of a hotel room, but something softer. Private. Heavy with something he didn’t have a name for yet. The second thing was the warmth — not the duvet, but the weight of Joel’s arm still draped over his wais

2025/06/11 23:09

Off the Record : Episode 9

"The Line, Crossed" Larry didn’t sleep the night before. Not because of Joel. Well. No. It was Joel. But not in the way he'd let himself admit out loud. It was the way Joel had looked at him in the kitchenette, like they were already kissing in another universe. It was the ache in his chest ev

2025/06/11 22:56

Off the Record : Episode 8

"Almosts and Maybes" Larry wasn’t sure when it became this hard to breathe around Joel. Was it before that kiss? Or was it after Joel started looking at him like he meant something? Maybe it had always been like this and Larry had just stopped pretending otherwise. Either way, he was in troub

2025/06/11 00:01

Off the Record : Episode 7

"In the Glance of It All" Larry could handle tension. Media scandals, last-minute lineup leaks, even that time a sponsor’s mascot head fell off mid-interview — all fine. Routine, even. But this? This was something else entirely. Ever since the printer incident — the accidental kiss, the hea

2025/06/10 23:49

Off the Record : Episode 6

“Clumsy Physics and Other Catastrophes” It started with a printer jam. The old club copier — temperamental and the size of a Fiat — had swallowed the media handouts for the weekend charity match. Larry, who was already in a foul mood, behind on three deadlines and half-running on caffeine, w

2025/06/10 03:31

Off the Record : Episode 5

“Static and Interference” Larry didn’t see Joel that morning. Which wasn’t odd, necessarily. The club was a maze of schedule shifts and closed-door meetings, and Joel was still balancing therapy sessions and his solicitor’s ever-expanding inbox. But it felt odd. And that was the bit Larry h

2025/06/10 02:30

コレ‼️ https://l.s...

コレ‼️ https://l.smartnews.com/m-lErXxcs/qNNtzK Lonely

2025/06/09 05:24

エピソード3＆4のアップロード完。...

エピソード3＆4のアップロード完。 自分で作ったキャラクターに愛着感じる感覚初めて。 Lonely

2025/06/07 21:47

Off the Record : Episode 4

“Memos, Misfires, and Maybe” Larry knew better than to reread a text twelve times. But there it was. A simple message from Joel, received just after nine. Coming by to grab that brief. You around? Casual. Professional. Perfectly normal. Except it wasn’t. Because Larry had already printed th

2025/06/07 21:42

Off the Record : Episode 3

“Half Shifts and Half Truths” Larry wasn’t sure how and when exactly Joel Cross had become his morning routine. It wasn’t intentional. Just that their paths kept crossing. Rink corridor. Training office. Media bay. Always early. Always quiet. Always with that same black coffee in Joel’s hand

2025/06/07 21:29

Off the Record : Episode 2

“Hot Mics and Off Limits” Larry wasn’t eavesdropping. Not technically. He just happened to be standing close enough to the rink’s media balcony to hear every word Mel was muttering into her headset. “…yes, Joel Cross… yes, he’s wearing the jersey… no, he still looks like someone nicked his do

2025/06/06 23:40

短編BL小説を英語で書いたんだけど...

短編BL小説を英語で書いたんだけどエピソード毎アップする予定。メインキャラクターの視点から別々に2作作ってみた。先ずは、ラリーのお話から。https://note.com/lonely999/n/n34a88c947d7d Lonely

2025/06/06 06:59

Off the Record : Episode 1

"New Jersey, Same Trouble" Larry Campbell wasn’t technically supposed to be in the locker room corridor. But Mel had triple-booked the media suite, the lighting in the gym was awful, and the kit manager had already threatened to barricade the hallway with laundry bins if one more PR shoot overr

2025/06/06 06:19

ワンオケのコンサート行ってきます🎵

ワンオケのコンサート行ってきます🎵 Lonely

2025/06/04 03:29

ちょっと期待しています。 「40ま...

ちょっと期待しています。 「40までにしたい10のこと」 https://l.smartnews.com/m-lmHnpkI/QWKoI6 Lonely

2025/06/01 04:36

お気に入りのカフェでブランチ。 で...

お気に入りのカフェでブランチ。 でも、ここのスコーンは外せない‼️ 食べちゃいました🤪 Lonely

2025/06/01 01:25